i know no one or hardly anyone reads
and the skin's screwed up too. the blogskin.
i don't really care anws,
just needa let out .
i know how something looks easy and seem difficult now.
cux, that stack of paper, seems like just so lil'.
but memorising it takes years @@
i got so scared just now when xy told me that. our drill instructer was coming.
i'm so scared of him.
what if. he picks on my commands again,
i hope he doesn't.
i'm scared of his eyes. i'm scared of his voice,
it makes me jump /:
i just hope, it'll be fine tmr,
haven't memorised hn notes, die.
tmr have . so many tests.
i don't care anymore.
i'm too tired to .
i just can't be bothered to .
xoxo.